FEMME AS FUCK
we are long lost twins/ soul mates maybe, we would be a freaky duo & rule with an iron fist

Ahahahaha I just got the image of a game of thrones porn or role play! Cute!!! I wonder who I would be if I was. GoT character!?!

I think you are the bees knees and I have a massive girl crush on you!
Anonymous

Yay! Thanks for telling me!!

I wish girls/queers flirted with me more irl rn!

So I'm a queer femme too. I've followed your blog for a while, quietly. I'm not normally a fangrrl kinda person but appear to have become one. I don't watch porn as I've found it traumatic however when I saw that you had done some work in the industry, I thought I would look. Thank you so much for representing queer femme. It was the first time I've seen someone who I identify with. So yeah, quite a revelation! (Especially body hair!) I think you're cute too. Love xx
Anonymous

Yay!!!! Thanks!!!

It wasn’t until I started doing porn that I actually started watching it!!! Indie porn revolution and queer porn tv are two site Courtney Trouble runs and they are SO GOOD!

I have a small penis and have held off on sex because of it and I don't want to miss such an important part of life. This is the source of all my insecurities and sometimes I think ill be happier as a girl because I've never felt like a man, I like women's clothing and am attracted to guys which just confuses me more. I'm a Virgo so I might be over thinking it but I wanted to get your thoughts on this because I really admire the way you express yourself both physically and mentally.
Anonymous

I can’t even come close to knowing how that would feel :(
I am a Virgo, so I can absolutely relate to the over thinking! But hey Beyoncé and Courtney Trouble are Virgo’s too so I think we have a certain super power ;)

Do you think you will try expressing yourself as a woman? Do you have any friends in everyday life that are trans or gender fluid that can provide you with support or inspiration? I am sending you love

I have to say, I admire your use of non-conventional lipstick colors (blue and purple look GREAT with your hair!). Would you ever wear any colors like orange, yellow, black, white, gold, or silver?

Thanks!!! I can’t see myself wearing yellow or gold because I’d feel gross like I looked like some Aussie patriot celebrating invasion day (Australia Day).

I wear black and would try orange or silver!

robynhoodscloset:

Here’s a little preview of our DEVO WEVO (http://devowevo.com) sleepover/shoot party!! These shots were mostly taken by alexkoby

Featuring my wittle sis cookiesandcrack and my best friend http://anti-matter.tumblr.com/

More pixxx to come from this shoot…..we were so drunk lol

alispelleschi:

New Serious Thugs video out today on VFiles!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IWr6LAX2EUE

alispelleschi:

New Serious Thugs video out today on VFiles!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IWr6LAX2EUE

Can we please have sex? ;) you turn me on so much I love a fellow feminist ;D
Anonymous

Oh my gosh I am so sexually pent up right now. Pleeeeease someone come and seduce the fuck out of me.

Sorry for freaking out before! It's just so weird to reach the end of a long day and be chilling out on tumblr only to see a kid from work! It's like I can't escape haha! I work in the afterschool care :) It's a sort-of posh school, unfortunately some of the parents are downright awful. I've been working there for years and years and have enough experiences to write a book! (I'm seriously considering it, I'm leaving this year!) But I adore children, working with kids is so so rewarding :)
Anonymous

Ahahahaha yes I too feel like I could write a book and I only worked at a school for a year! I can’t imagine a few years! I hadn’t thought about all the memories/stories from that chapter of my life until I was having a bath with KT spit on the full moon, at a friends house! I was telling her my worst babysitting experiences!!!

I saw the question about unicorns, and have to ask: Do you like rainbows, too?
Anonymous

I like rainbows in the sky but most of all reflected from crystals or glass!!!

Any tips for first time at a gay bar?? 💕💕 if I can avoid looking like a scared lil homo I'd love some advice!~
Anonymous

Looking like a scared lil homo might get you more attention if that’s what you’re after 😉

I hope you feel comfortable though! Just don’t take on other peoples worries/bullshit and have fun! Be yourself and if people don’t vibe with that whatever! Eye contact is always good for flirting and friends making is my tip! I hope you have fun! I wonder if it is/was as scary as you thought!?!!

Loving your asks

This my response to the top one: 

Oh no! That’s terrifying. I guess you have to do what feels right. You know the worst case scenario, maybe they’ll surprise you. Do you have a back up if they disown you? 

I feel like the people I know who don’t embrace my queerness end up getting left in my review mirror. They don’t get to understand me and be in my life in an intimate way. They miss out and feel on the outer. I try to give most people the chance to make that decision themselves- whether they are going to try and understand and embrace me or not. But you have to judge whether that investment is worth it to you. All of my family except for my brother don’t know I work in the sex industry. I have decided it’s not beneficial for them or me to know at the moment. 

I wish the world didn’t stigmatise these things and that it was easier for you to feel safe and loved whilst expressing yourself fully.

Loving your asks

This my response to the top one: Oh no! That’s terrifying. I guess you have to do what feels right. You know the worst case scenario, maybe they’ll surprise you. Do you have a back up if they disown you? I feel like the people I know who don’t embrace my queerness end up getting left in my review mirror. They don’t get to understand me and be in my life in an intimate way. They miss out and feel on the outer. I try to give most people the chance to make that decision themselves- whether they are going to try and understand and embrace me or not. But you have to judge whether that investment is worth it to you. All of my family except for my brother don’t know I work in the sex industry. I have decided it’s not beneficial for them or me to know at the moment. I wish the world didn’t stigmatise these things and that it was easier for you to feel safe and loved whilst expressing yourself fully.
OHMYGOD I WORK AT THE SCHOOL YOUR LITTLE BOY COUSIN GOES TO AND LOOK AFTER HIM ALL THE TIME!! The world is too damn small sometimes and I'm not 100% sure why I'm freaking out so much about this!! Arghhh sorry sorry!! Just was totally not expecting that!! I hope you had a fun day anyway and I love your blog!!
Anonymous

Kind of creeps me out but also kind of comforts me (small world).

We bonded today over boogie boarding and Pokemon! It’s been ages since I’ve seen him but I think he’s a sweetie.

What do you do at the school he works at!? I don’t know what school it is but it’s posh right? Do you ever get annoyed at the snooty parents? I worked for a year as an assistant teacher at a posh primary school in London- learnt lots about what I didn’t value/want in life that year. I love kids so much though.